If I could have a lifetime wish
A dream that would come true
I'd pray to God with all my heart
For yesterday and you
A thousand words can't bring you back
I know because I've tried
And neither will a million tears
I know because I've cried
You left behind my broken heart
And happy memories too
I never wanted memories
I only wanted you

On October 15th,2007 I went for a sonogram to find out what my precious baby was going to be, boy or girl???? Well it didn't happen like that we were doing the sonogram and the nurse just looked at me and said she was so sorry that there was no heartbeat. My heart felt like it had stopped at that moment as well. The next thing I know I was being admitted to the hospital to induce. All of this was happening to fast. At 2:00 they started labor, all I kept thinking was there had to be a mistake or maybe this was all a bad dream. As the hours passed I then realized this wasn't a dream and I was really in labor. At 10:18 that night I delivered my beautiful Angel. The nurses came in and told me it was a little boy. We then named him Payton Joel Green. This was the worst day of my life. I miss him so much and not one day goes by that I don't think of my own little Angel watching over me.